`and life is a pain in the ass

Today was the gayest. I went to school around eleven : thirty - ish. I didn't know where everyone was so I was around the grade eighter, fucking weird ass gay-ness. Then moore and nerd came. it was alright. then went to angelo then saw brayann and alyssa. blah blah. we got kicked outside which was bullshit. then i found everyone. they were in perri's homeroom and tahts why the fricken school was soo empty. was with the guys. and damn they`re so weird. year end celebration was a bore. daytime awards, was gay. i didn't get anything, but then again i wasn't planning to so i mean what ever. after school. I hugged most of the guys and most of my friends. JB left school before i knew it, i wanted a fucking hug. That shit never happened then i found out moore + fundytus were dating. then started walking home to moore's house. then hanged out. Had the most interesting conversations ever. then rents picked me up. went to aunts house. saw my cousin from Vietnam. spring fell out, couldn't eat anything, and it was the first decent meal i had in a while. then dad started spazzing at me. sister got pissed. everything was going bad. and then i wanted cela to talk to. but i knew she wouldn't have been on. and that's the wonder Vietnam brings. no conversing for a long time. then alot of people were spazzing out at me even more. then cousin started giving me alcohol on an empty tummy. wasn't the best idea. and now im at home being a emo loser. i miss cela, and jb a lot. and i htink the only reason i was looking forward to this day was because i had everyhting planned out, everyhting except for the part he went home early. but at least now i can try getting over him in the summer. i`m not going to see him for 2 whole months, so it should be alright. Life is a bitch. ;<

- Mooniicles